d, Betrayed, Blackmailed in one year - im still in a worst state of depression. Can YOU help me, please?!?

As someone who has suffered major depression for over ten years I know there are no easy answers. For me it was a long slow process. But I came to realize that you can come back from almost anything if you are able to endure. Given time, things will inevitably improve and you will find you are a stronger and wiser person for the experience. I know this might not help you much at the moment, but I want you to know that there are people who can understand how you feel and really care about you.